Saturday, September 6, 2008

i have a friend.

she is frustrated.
she doesnt know if she made the right choice or not.
one keeps assuring her and the other says the opposite.
she thought she have made up my mind already.
but after what they say, she thinks its purely her fault after all.
not his fault. not their faults. but hers.

a friendship forged may be gone just because of that mistake she made.
or maybe 2 friendships.
she only thinks of 1 friendship, but not the other.
of course there is a high chance she may lose 1 of them.
maybe there is an opportunity cost in all that you do.
you cannot have the best of both worlds.

after someone told her about the pain, the anger and the disappointment they felt, she suddenly realised she had neglected them.
not one, but all of them.
she told me that she realised that change in them, that unwillingness to talk to her....... or the unwillingness to talk to them.........
but she didnt cared about it.
she overlooked it.
she treated them as clothes...
when they are old, change and look for new ones.
she didnt look back at the times they had together with her.
she neglected them.
she didnt realise they were feeling sour and sad that they sort of lost a friend in the process.
she is just so naive and dumb.
2 months.
whole 2 months.
she just didnt realise it.
how stupid can she be.

i dont know what to advise her and teach her how to solve this problem.
she herself i guess is feeling much worse inside.
her friends too.